Last night I had my first fretful pregnancy dream. In this dream, every pregnant woman I know all suddenly miscarried and they were all hateful and angry at me for still being pregnant. I was filled with deep sadness for my friends and was sobbing, trying to console them, but they were pushing me away. I woke up when I let out an audible whimper in my sleep. It was a very strong dream. Very disturbing.
Christmas is rapidly approaching and I've been really too ill to put up any decorations or buy any gifts. We've been watching Christmas movies with Jude to try and help him understand what it's all about (apparently christmas will be cancelled every year because Santa can't deliver the presents, and he needs a lot of help from strangers to keep christmas afloat).We did visit santa for a photo and have a ride on the choo choo train. Jude enjoyed the train. He could care less about santa.
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